I came to a conclusion this morning on my drive to work. I need another job.
*sigh*
I don't want another job, but things are rather tight right now, and I really need a bit of extra cash right now, to help me get by. I really don't want another job. But I don't really see any alternative right now, my paycheck just isn't stretching quite as far as I need it to. And as much as I'd hate to be working in the evenings, I guess I don't mind being out of the house more often.
I have a couple of places in mind--Barnes and Noble, Joann's. I WILL NOT work in the mall again. I will not work in food. I figure a seasonal job, while it will be soul-sucking as well as physically and emotionally exhausting, might get me through. Especially if they're willing to work with me a bit on my availability. There's also a massage place in Bel Air that is looking for sales people, so I think I will look there as well. It's at least more in my line of work than the bookstore. So we'll see.
The next few weekends I've got days I can't work. It's only through Thanksgiving, and after that, I'm pretty good. I just don't want to work all weekend every weekend. Just the thought of working all weekend makes me want to break out in hives.
*sigh* So, I suppose I will go to those two stores and Massage Envy tomorrow and fill out applications.
Bleh.